chug chug chugging along.

Okay, so obviously my last post was not the greatest... but I really don't have much to say right now. I'm just kind of chug chug chugging along. Just living. Should I want more? Should we ever be so content with what we have? I guess a boy would be nice... but I feel like I should be wanting more. Not more objects, but more depth. I shouldn't be happy with myself. Because I'm never loving enough, I never work hard enough, I never care enough. But thats not a way to live your life either. BAH! This life thing. It's crazy, no?