Saturday, April 17, 2010

velcro, lightup, plastic with holes.

this drought of unshared thoughts and bird's-eye view moments must come to an end.
when i read your struggles and thoughts,
i can see your room with it's tear-stained carpet,
your memory flickering like a candle,
your anger burning past your boiling point,
and your suffering put into words that don't really fit.
why do we wander?
why words?
for now i suppose, i will assure you with mine,
though no one will ask how i wander myself.


we fade with times that no longer fit us,
life now is like a favorite old shoe.
we've walked in it for miles, sweat in it, breathed in it.

but now, it is too small, my friends.
too small to wear.
so we'll tie the laces one last time,
then put it in a box under our beds.

they will still be there tommorrow,
and the next day,
and the next.
the shapes of our feet still lie in the padding.
but there are more miles to walk, now.

leave the shoes.
walk barefoot.
it's summer,
afterall.

5 comments:

  1. i love this.

    but i don't understand when you say: "this drought of unshared thoughts and bird's-eye view moments must come to an end."

    ?

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  2. I read this twice because it is so you.
    One word:
    Perceptive.

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  3. This post is all just so so so so true. Growing up is harder than i thought it would be.

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  4. "we fade with times that no longer fit us,
    life now is like a favorite old shoe.
    we've walked in it for miles, sweat in it, breathed in it."

    gold.

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  5. elle, basically that was pretty language for i have been neglecting my blog and not been considering the deeper things in life in a while.
    ha.

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